Roller-coasters and Life

When people compare their life to a roller-coaster, they tend to think in two dimensions: ups, and downs. What they are forgetting is that roller-coasters tend to move in all sorts of directions: corkscrews, loops, wibbly-wobbly shapes, backwards, etc. This is more like real life. Sometimes, you just kinda turn for no reason, and sometimes, you go into some ridiculous motion that confuses you so badly your brain can't keep up. I'm in one of those situations. Everything is happening very quickly. Things spiral out of control and I'm just trying to hold on and hope for the best. Somehow, without doing any homework, I'm passing all my classes with a B- or better. I'm happy about that. I don't know how this is working out, but I hope it continues to do so. I never seem to spend enough time just coasting along and having fun. I tend to be the type who either holds on for dear life or lets go and has WAY too much fun. I think I would be cruel in my current situation to do the latter.

Oh, by the way, everything in the last post has smoothed over.

For some reason, I have yet to be asked to my school's Sadie Hawkins dance, which is only a couple weeks away. I'm still hoping.

Yay, I have fingers that I can type with!

Blue.

Speaking of oranges, there was snow today.

...And Everything Comes Crashing Down in a Flaming Rush of Hurt Feelings, Misunderstandings, Broken Trust, and Burning Bridges.

Well, basically everything good I wrote about in the last post has come back and bit me in the butt.
Several girls hate me, the one I thought didn't like me anymore seems to be showing signs of liking me more than ever, I did everything conceivable to ruin my life and the lives of every girl I have come in contact with except maybe 3 or 4. One girl is talking about me behind my back saying who knows what, and then telling me stuff I have to take as true until proven false. She seems determined to make my life into Hell, and told who knows what to my parents. It sucks. Then she gets all wishy-washy and wants to be all nice and stuff, but I know she's going to be pissed for a few weeks at least. I think she's basing her self-worth on how much I like her, which is really dangerous. It basically means that she thinks that because I like someone more than her, she is worth less than that other girl. Well, yes, I realize I was tactless about it, and that I really should have phrased some things differently, but COME ON! This is ridiculous. I'm not trying to be hurtful, but even when I'm my most tactful she takes offense at nearly every word. Gah.
Well, that's my dramatic tidbit for today. I'll let you know how it goes tomorrow.